−２.!5 フォークナーの昼、ホッパーの夜
5月13日に、めぐちゃんとニューヨークで、展示をします。
昨晩レメディ夜中まで話せた中で、核になるものは出来、後は、ただ感覚を深めていけば間違いない。いわゆる日光浴的な純粋な自然との交感が大事になる気がする もちろん野生生物、植物は毒を持っているけれど、入っていけば養ってくれることもたくさんある。自分の強さ、を思い出させてくれるような展示がいいと思うし、めぐちゃんの影響で、珍しく、私が作るものの中では、女性にも大推薦して誘えるものになりそう。
見たい人がいたら、ラインでも、スカイプでも、教えてくれたら実況中継全然するので言ってください。
ニューヨークにいる間に、一つ、シネマティックなものを作りたい
日本に帰ったら、やることも決まった。今日自分の中で決まり、その興奮が凄まじいものなので、今こうやってブログを書いている。もうこの映画は出来るだろう。何も必要がない、重要なのは興味がある領域の一つだった精神分析と、それを理解した上での人間の精神の可能性をとことん自分でテーマにしてみること。このリサーチは楽しいだけなので何の苦もないし、結局自分ともう二人くらいの変態あるいは求道者を、酷使することは儀式的な正当化、あるいは純粋な喜びにつながる。この一旦は、Dream maker/あるいは夢想家たちというキーワードとつながり、これは群虫のイメージと繋がり、一端は死霊になり、一端はダントンの死になり、一端は、前述したニューヨークのティーンエイジャー達の話となるのである。
埴谷雄高「死霊」の映画化の正解は、私にはもう見えている。その普遍的で桁外れに世界的に例のない問題意識と人類史に明確な形で刻まれるべき意識スケールを持ちながらも、外国人がやるべきではないのは、この小説が日本戦後文学であることが理由だ。
ゴダールが好きな映画監督10人は聞かれ、「ミゾグチ、ミゾグチ、ミゾグチ」と言いながらも一方で、日本には映画作家はいても映画監督はいない、という意味は、この戦後小説と平家物語、あるいは短歌のスピリチュアリティについて映画化しないからである（今村、寺山、溝口監督、小林正樹監督、がやってることを考えると、言い切って良いか複雑な気持ちにはなるが、感性的に過ぎるってことなのかな？たまに考える。）
日本の戦後文学は（どの国でもそうかもしれないが）とても特異で、日本人誰しもが通ったら何か変わるんじゃないかと思えるほど、血と涙と、涙と、血を含んだ土壌であり、それが文学であった時代に、強い印象を抱いている。
文学が無力であるがゆえに個人的には完全に重要で、またその個人性が完全に時代に蹂躙され、強制的に社会的な何かへと、その中での救済の手立てへと、開かれざるを得なかった時代
死霊は、私の他に日本人で誰かいるならば、理系的な知識も加えられる人に、勿論映画化して欲しい。あるいはドラマ化
集団的な暴力性や革命や歴史のリサーチ、の明晰夢的現実主義はまるでドキュメンタリー作品を見ているかのように。
文体の映像的翻訳ー探偵映画ージャンル映画の手法からスリップするという意味でタルコフスキーは参考になるだろう
一方で日本映画的な湿度も必要である。
と、色々妄想が膨らんで行く。
最近、寝る前に、100語程度ランダムに書くのを日課にしてたっぷり眠るようにしてたんだけど、
それやると眠くなるようになった上に、ライターズブロックがまじで完治した。
私に重要だったのはパンク精神だったのだろう。
転んでなんぼ、地面のもの掴めるもんね、みたいな部分ていうか。
それがよくわかんないけどニューヨークで花開いたな。
友情にも感謝。
リサーチ系の記事も増やしていきたい。
Light in Early April !!!
近所で撮影。ｎｙにいる間通いたい。びっくりしたけど、いまクレール ドゥニも、ニューヨークにいるらしく、レトロスペクティブがたくさん開催されている。昨日、みんなと散歩している時に偶然ポスターを見かけて、本人登壇のイベントは今日までで終わりなので残念だったが、上映には通いたい。
MY ROOM IS NEAR THE PARK. I GO THERE EVERYDAY.
SURPRISINGLY, CLAIRE DENIS SEEMS TO BE IN NEW YORK NOW..
THERE ARE MANY RETROSPECTIVES
I NOTICED BY THE POSTER OF HIGH LIFE WHEN I WALKED AROUND WITH NIKI, ITO AND MEGU.
COOL. BECAUSE THERE ARE NOTHING TO GIVE ME INSPIRATION MORE THAN GOING TO FAVORITE AND SPECIAL CINEMA‥
SIMPLY、SEXY COINCIDENCE.
Blue Sunshine (Illuminations trailer with HTRK's song, - unofficial, 2014)
For me, the sound was always problem. So first of all I edited short trailer with my favorite HTRK's song in 2014.
2010年代総括一環
ALL ABOUT DAKOTA / ダコタに関するすべて
Yesterday, I talked to Mai about NY and she recommended me to see Yoko Ono. It was a kind of joke, but I said "where does she live?"
then she taught me that yoko ono lives in "Dakota House", in front of central park.
And it's famous among fans.
That night, I went to the gig in Union Pool and shot the performance of Brian and Ryan and YoshimiO.. after gig I came back home on foot through the huge long bridge surrounded by skyscrapers of New York islands. it was so bright.
Even after going to bed, I was still excited and couldn't sleep. Then in the early morning, I noticed that I got one message on instagram.
Of course she is unknown person. I told Mai about this message and she replied to me quickly, because it was afternoon in Japan.
I said, "what is dakota"? it's like "hello" in anywhere..?
She told me that it's literally unbelievable.
it looks spam mail and already this account has been deleted.
I told saki and tom as well, they told me that it's scarery.
But for me, such things have often happened.
And I'm interested in that this is new style of invitation for mystery, I mean paranoia via social network.
Actually one of books I brought for this travel is Thomas Pinchon. (Others are basically story in new york. like "Last Exit to Brooklyn".)
So anyway I went to Dakota House today.
..But nothing happened so far. I only ate kebab on rice in the park then observed that pierott got angry toward two typical amrican kids( girl who wears black sweat with glasses, is slightly fat and pure face / boy who is thin and keeps the bag on his shoulder ,sitting on bench and mid-part-black, side are red hair.) then suddenly played with them doing easy magic, like using fingers that can't be disconnected even if kids pulled it strongly. I couldn't understand what is he. But it's the ideal pierott who doesn't flatter but makes people thrilled. He suddenly left from two kids and walked with shouting "Here New york..!!!" whatever with so strong voice that's similar to anger, it looks like a king who was walking in the wild field.. with wearing colorful pierott cloth with frills. and people in the park never cared at all.
I also bought a new storage in Bestbuy because my HDD becomes disconnected many times.
A day before yesterday, I watched a guy who was riding horse in merry go round with strolking around the body of horse. Mai told me that someone cut his or her stomach in Ikebukuro around five hours before..
Everyone is like an actor here. I love it.
Evade live at Mush・Room(2016) ADDITIONAL INFORMATION
new york 1-3
i love the sigh of this song around 3:40?? maybe. around last part. he sighs during passionate shout.
i believe this sigh. what's'believe'? it's the world view of myself. it's reality.and.. i don't know why. it's so sexy. after visiting america, i remember many things. especially cultures i liked in teenager that have the sexy mood of loosers' absent, void, dry(blues?) passion and acceptance with laughing.
sigh.. laugh.. i.love these physical .. how to say? cold paradoxical explosion.
saw tabby again and share room with her and document her.
her
tabitha nikolai's
Tabitha Nikolai
exhibition is so .. wonderland with new,and,old, vision, technology, memory. sanctuary of every human kind as physical and spiritual and marginal existence.
2/23 2 pm-
talk show at apexart gallery in brooklyn.
apexart.org
saw shinpei again and he took me to his favorite local caribean restaurant. then i noticed that ' caribean' is puerto rico.
i told him that my blog title is 'puerto rico'
we talked a lot.
currently i decided to document,
tabby in ny and portland,
barry in vancouver,
Ms.L's friend in ny
tin in tokyo if its possible
shinpei's every friend
min jie in shang hai
haleek if we can see
Ms.hu if it's possible
i talked about internet especially in 2012 with tabby.
though i'm really frustrated with myself not to understand English so much, it's interesting .
for my impression, 2012 is important year as well.
i also keep remembering that the book about deep web is really popular in Japanese book store. second most popular book in social topic category.
but..actually, that kind of topic sounds really old for me. but in japan, such book is popular, literally. so there are two thing to consider. firstly, it's expired topic.it means that 'we' already, subconsciously have the answer about internet, because most of people read the book for conversation and checking the answer.
second is hard to explain.
yesterday, it kept raining and i kept be wet.
furthermore, i had been outside because i couldn't open the key. so tabby came back earlier from the bar though she was drinking with her friends. i'm a worst person whom you share the room with..
i texted haleek but he seemed in london now.
i slept a lot today. and was late to go to the pop-opera with shinpei's family. furthermore, i mistook something and finally found myself arriving at new unknown station.
i sent that name to shinpei and he replied that it's hiro's past habitat. so -though i wasn't surprised such so to say coincidence things any more - i became glad and walked around and passed the coins and bought water.
then i came back home but went to the cafe that is across our aparrment. because today i didn't go anywhere. last night, there were the event of drag queens. today, karaoke.
there are 7or 8 people who looked neighbours. i listened to their every karaoke from 9pm to 12pm.
one black american person's atmosphere and voice caught me and i took the photo. he came to me and appreciated my shooting, with flowery smile.
so elegant.
i sent the message to hiro that, someone is singing al green and it is quite soulful.
and was really surprising for even myself but i love america more than any other countries so far.
Let the sunshine in, Denis' Master Class in Tokyo
ドゥニの、レットザサンシャインイン、まじ最高だった。彼女やジュリエット・ビノシュの他の映画を観たことがあればあるだけ、自分でも人生経験あればあるだけ、現在のパリの風景や恋愛事情に、何重にも胸に抱えているイメージが重なって、恋愛の相談の戯れ言が次第に意味をなさなくなって、恋の未来を占うジュリエットの純粋無垢な顔だけしか頭に入らなくなり、最後にはひとつの言葉を失う色をした光に浸った時間のなかに自分もまたいるのに気付き、それはまるで、なにも変わらない、ジュリエットの魂自体が、永遠のときの中でおしゃべりしているようにさえ見えた。その話を聞くのが、フランス映画の大審問のように相変わらず女を口説くドパルデューであることと言い、まじ感動的な映画。本人に、一番好きな監督に、映画を見たあとそれを伝えられたというのは、夢みたいだったとしか言えない。
Claire Denis 'let the sun shine in' screening and her master class.
'let the sunshine in' is awesome masterpiece.
and if you watch 'Highlife', that Denis shot in the same year as well, you must not be able to stop to think about Juliette Binoche like me.. What an actress...!!
if you saw Denis or Juliette's other films, i guess yyou reflect many images in your heart including the memory of cinema on the current Paris.
finally that layers become one speechless color of light and although the things that they talk about are still about small? love romance, suddenly the scene becomes super sublime and Juliette looks like one girl.
it's like that one innocent soul talks in the timeless time.
Gérard Depardieu also looks like a Grand Inquisitor (judge of the after life?) of french cinema. but the inquisitor of course flirts women.
i asked about the relationship between these two films-'Highlife' and 'let', because actually, let the sunshine in showed farther thing than universe.
she replied to me, 'my films are always like that.'
i also asked about the reason why she didn't shoot with cinematographer agnes godard in 'Highlife', it's simply because agnes was tired after shooting 'let the sunshine in' lol
anyway transcendent nights..🛸⚡️ #clairedenis#letthesunshinein #juliettebinoche #notebook #handwriting]
